What is happening to me?

What is happening to me?

Hate being suffocated

by the way you make that look

which made me oblivious from the fact

that no man could ever replace

that hell of a place

where your eyes and I made a pact

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How the hell I am supposed to go on?

your kindness makes me blush

don't know how to feel,

don't want to bluff

and forget about your precious laugh

which makes my rage go away

and my heart melt away.

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When this is going to end?

The way you wear your uniform

goes so well with your hair.

Oh my god,

I'm running out of air,

just by looking at it.

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What are the odds?

That you and I become a pair

since you are my favourite entity,

the person I call when I'm in despair.

Please, don't stay away from me,

I might fall on my deathbed,

die in an unconscious way.

Don't forget that I will be there,

turn on the siren

I will find you with my flashing light,

the one you gave me when I was sad.

I just need you to hold me tight.