Lo(o)se Myself

Can't breathe

I keep waking up from a sleepless night

counting down the hours

will I be alright?

in five years

looking in the mirror

will it be failure

will it be all ruined

don't lose track of me

I don't want to stay like this

how not to lose myself in the anxiety

of not knowing how things will be

from the distance where looks can't reach

I can picture my escape

is there any place

where I could live in peace

and this sore throat

with the intrusive thoughts

when the morning comes

and I'm still not sure

where I left my soul

don't lose track of me

I don't want to stay like this

how to loose myself

oh the anxiety of not knowing how things will be

oh I don't know

oh but does anybody know?