Your warmth

I think my heart stopped beating

just for a split second

when I realized I was to blame for your lost

I felt my skin burning

the flicker in my physique

the realization of your smile

How could I be so blind?

so sightless to not see you

Did I reach my goal?

Did I finally pushed myself so far into the abysm?

wanting nothing more than your touch that I lurked on the shadows

Not wanting to be touched so I wouldn’t get burned

The irony of the fire

as far as you run

it always catches your soul

And I loved the warmth touch of your skin

Recrimination of one’s tears

the beauty of not knowing the pain

and the pain of realizing it

Not a thousand words could amend it

and I’m the only one to blame

Was it the lack of fire?

Was it the abundance of the ocean?

Nevertheless I blame your ignorance as well

I guess I should have screamed louder

but you made me feel like I couldn’t be heard

felt like drowning in a rain deck

Tell me, my love

my flame

Was it the fire that killed us?

the oceans were so cold and deep

Or was it the warmth of your skin that made me surrender?