i'm listening
to myself think
about the things I wish you said
and the things you never did
like how much you liked her
couldn't even hold her gaze
would think of her red hair
but settle for my brown strands
like how funny it was
when you let your friends talk
shit about me
when you lied to them
about things that I did.
things that never happened in reality.
and I think
so much about the things you did say
like the innocent kiss you gave someone else
like how much you thought I wouldn't care
how not sorry you were
how stupid you think I am?
and I think about the things that I did.
like go through your phone
and find all this.
like cry myself to sleep with you next to me.
like look at myself in the mirror and actually feel
how vile it is.
how can you even look at me?
but I still think about you
and the things you are saying now.
like how mean I am.
like how I don't care.
and I think about me
and the reasons I stayed
but now that I'm gone I can't find them.
anywhere
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