there was a light with you.

It's funny

I have to keep our eyes from meeting

because it feels like

you see even the weakest part of me

free to be further destroyed by you.

You won't give me those smiles anymore, right?

Soon I will say goodbye to you in me;

So my mind will be okay

and my chest will stop suffocating

when you are around me

taking away all the air that belongs to me.

But I remember, I had said that

I would give everything of myself,

until the last thing that was left.

Now I have to be me,

far from your smile that

I will recognize from miles away

and if one day I find it again,

I know it won't be for me

but it won't destroy me,

I'll be okay.