"PLEASE, STOP"

**How many times did I tell you please stop, how many times did I tell you that I was emotionally and mentally exhausted and you kept playing the gaslight and the emotional roller coaster with me as if I were a kind of toy with emotions?**

**How many times did I tell you that I don't control anything, that I could never decide anything about our personal or work relationship?**

You destroyed my life.

**How many times did I talk to you about equal conditions in our personal friendship and you continued with your games that hurt me?**

Whenever I started to feel confident again, you did something to hurt me alongside something to benefit me. That destroyed my mind and it’s still destroyed.

Everything I told you was a barrier for you to cross. It was a game, talking was the only way I could find to set limits in a situation of material inequality.

You were destroying me and you completely destroyed me.

I wasn’t seeing what was happening. I just felt overwhelmed and couldn’t take anymore. How many times did I tell you that we had a communication problem and you still yelled at me and said anything about it when in reality I couldn’t even see what was happening?

You stopped a little bit and when I calmed down, you went back to the same thing.

The state in which you left me. The horrible thing you turned me into is what made me lose my life, all the people I cared about, and my place in the world.

**How many times did you hurt me in the office patio with all the things you knew hurt me? Not only that, but things that destroyed me inside. But you kept making a hole in the wound without any kind of measure, and I was so, so, so broken by the previous months of manipulation and abuse that I could only look behind a glass and say “please stop.”**