fear of missing

I'm scared of empty closets and broken mirrors

Of sad reflections into glossy eyes

I'm scared of loud voices and cutting lines

I break little by little as I watch them pass by

I take you with careful hands, afraid to break

But as I lay you down the floors fall and you're lost again

A pit of darkness where I must find you

No lights allowed in our house

I'm scared of empty words and unused plates

Of wrinkles that I may forget

I'm scared of silent houses and laying to rest

Your voice seems too distant today

I try to understand where I went wrong,

Where did I step too hard, where was I not soft enough

But I hear you say there's nothing there

Nothing to solve so I can move on

I'm scared of broken hearts and weary stares

Of asking too much but having nothing left

I'm scared of sudden dissapearences

I don't want to only see you in reminiscence